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A good poem for my current place.

Jun. 29th, 2010 | 03:56 pm
mood: okayokay

Rudyard Kipling
If

If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

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A general update of sorts

Jun. 23rd, 2010 | 11:22 pm
mood: gigglygiggly

I know most of you follow me on Facebook, but I'm gonna pop on over here to clear some of the cobwebs off of this area of the interwebs. And, since things are going lots better, thought I'd put out some happy vibes to counteract the depression from the last entry posted here.

Well, I'm on antidepressants. They're yummy and make my brain happy, and were a HUGE help with getting over my last crap relationship - which I have realized was crap.

The credential program I was in? Finished with flying colors! I'd have had a perfect 4.0 if it hadn't been for a single A- that I got in my first semester. I've applied for my credential, and am currently searching for a job. No nibbles yet, but fingers are crossed.

In the relationship front, I've been unofficially seeing someone for almost 2 weeks. He's a good guy, one of those "Wow, I'm instantly very comfortable talking to you!" people. We'll just see where it goes, but right now I'm a very happy Caity. I've been missin' me some good huggin's. :)

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nooo...why, [info]jenipurr...whyyyyy.....

Oct. 11th, 2009 | 11:27 pm
mood: depressedmeh

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
caitykitola goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Charlie Brown's crappy ghost costume with too many eye-holes.
barelyproper tricks you! You get a rock.
ceolrince tricks you! You get a 3.5-inch floppy disc.
edge_of_within gives you 19 teal orange-flavoured gummy worms.
floopah gives you 2 dark green chocolate-flavoured wafers.
honeb138 gives you 4 light yellow evil-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
ilovedavelister tricks you! You get a rock.
jenipurr tricks you! You lose 20 pieces of candy!
masterfiddler gives you 16 dark blue evil-flavoured jawbreakers.
musique174 tricks you! You lose 8 pieces of candy!
roamingtigress tricks you! You get a rotten egg.
caitykitola ends up with 13 pieces of candy, a rock, a 3.5-inch floppy disc, a rock, and a rotten egg.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.


decided to do this since i'll probably be doing diddlycrap for halloween.

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a perfect example of my mental state right now...

Oct. 5th, 2009 | 09:26 pm
mood: depresseddepressed

scene: leaving the meeting for shoestring theater

mom: i need to go get some gas, you can ride home with dad if you want.
me: ...okay. ::starts to wander that way::
mom: ::playful sarcastic:: oh, sure, ride with him just because i need to get gas!
me: uhm, okay...::turns to go ride with mom::
dad: ::playful sarcastic:: oh, what, you don't want to ride with me?
me: ......::starts sobbing::
dad: ...OMG I'M SORRY! ::hug attack::


....yeah. mildly amusing, but pathetic too.

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sigh

Sep. 28th, 2009 | 07:26 am
mood: depresseddepressed

i don't know what's worse....the lack of will to get up in the mornings, or the loneliness going to bed at night.

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just more lyrics

Sep. 25th, 2009 | 02:48 pm
mood: depresseddepressed

trying to survive )

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Song of the Moment

Aug. 14th, 2009 | 08:51 am
mood: blahblah

I'm With You - Avril Lavigne )

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Goings on in the life of the Caity...

Jun. 18th, 2009 | 07:34 am
mood: blahHug me?

I've been kinda neglecting this LJ....oops. Most of my activity has been going on at Facebook, so if you're so inclined you can find me there at www.facebook.com/caitykitola

Let's see...

1. I've finished my first semester of the teaching credential program. It was hard and kinda stressful, but I got out of it with 4 As and an A-. Go me!
2. If I get an add code from the people in charge, I'll be starting up my first semester of student teaching in the fall.
3. Cookie's been sick...again. She's not seeming to get better, and will probably have to be put down. I had to clean up three puddles of doggie diarrhea in my room, one of which at least seemed a bit bloody. :( Dad says that she may have doomed herself with that, and it may even happen tomorrow. I'm, understandably, fairly bummed about that. Cookie's been in my family since I was in the 5th or 6th grade, so...geeze, what. About 15 years or 16 years. This is definitely the sucky part about having pets. ::sigh::

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How Germs Spread: THE SNEEZE

Feb. 21st, 2009 | 01:58 pm
mood: blahblah

So, I'm sitting here in my 7 hour Health Ed class (We're on break at the moment), and the teacher showed this. Throughout my giggling, I was definitely thinking "WTF!" Maybe it's the shitty night sleep I had, but this just made me happy for a few moments.



(Cross posted in my personal journal, [info]wtf_inc, and [info]too_much_info)

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I need help!!

Feb. 10th, 2009 | 10:07 am
mood: creativecreative

So I really want to make these conversation heart cookies...but I can't think of anything to put on them for the messages!

So I open it up to you, friends of LJ-land! If I were to make a batch of these, what would be a good message to put on them? Anyone? Anyone? Bueller?

(Note: I'm already planning "RAWR!" in reference to the shirt that says "Rawr! is dinosaur for 'I love you' ")

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